Dear bloggy.. i am feeling so bad right now, im feeling useless, i cant give my best yet to everyone arround me who i love. I dont know what i have to do. Everything looks grey. I dont have any choice to continue my live. I admit..all happen due to my mistake. But i dont understand yet. I just do everything on my way but everythings are failed. I know i have to be better to make my parents n my family proud of me but...im so sorry mom..i cant do it until now. I dont know where is wind goes to. Sometimes i feeling give up at all. But there is whispers talks to me that i have survive to face my future. Thats not an easy thing to do.. i know that but.. i have to do. I have family i have to be a better person for them. I dont want to kill their wish of me. But really im sorry i need more time to make it happen..
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