Presently, I wanna tell about something. Yeah, it’s very no
important but I want to waste a few of my bad feelings in my heart now. Actually,
this is second day in new year but I still could’n forget everything that
happened in last year, 2012, the year which hurt me so much. Sadness,
dispointed, hurted moment and etc that made my brain was gonna be stroke haha
Lebayy. To be honest, its Really really make me down but I have to receive
everything that happened to me because
it’s a given from Allah and I believe that it’s the best think for my self which is can
make my self stronger than ever.
Beside it, I still have a wish on 2013. Yeah it’s same
with another people in the while world. Simple and general, that is 2013 must be
better than 2012. Really simple but I now that sometimes everyhope is not always
appropriate with the fact. But I’ll try to give my best efforts and always smiling
with everything in my face, not only a happiness but also a sadness. And than
the most important is, if I’m on the bad condition ever in my live, I have my
mom beside me and Allah of course. I think that it just a beginning part of my
live and I try to walk on my best track to get my passion in the future.
I must forget everything that has made my self getting
down now. I’ve to set up my mind to the clearly from the enemies in my brain
haha. Yeah it need a time and more proccess, but I’ll do it I’ll try it as soon
as posibble. I think that every memory in the past can block my track to get
something value in my live. And my focus now is I’m trying to get my happiness
in the future, not only waiting for it will be comes to me. But I have to make
it comes true with my hand (haha it just console my self).
